je suis désolée
this month marked the second year that i'm unemployed.
i have tried everything, applying here and there, but it doesn't seem to be working.
all i can say is that i'm sorry.
i am sorry to my friends who continue to help me financially, even though they all don't have enough to begin with.
i am sorry that i'm beginning to be more and more of a liability instead of being a friend.
i am sorry that i'm not present, not checking in on everyone like i used to, since i'm in survival mode on a daily basis.
i am sorry. i really am.
"i'm sorry if this all seems a little rushed and desperate. it is"
-- chuck palahniuk